Tachibana Ann

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-04-28T21:07:00

2004-04-29T01:08:36Z

Shinji-kun!

♥

Your friends care about you, so be okay. Okay?

Please? Because I don't know what else to do.

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-04-23T20:35:00

2004-04-24T00:36:31Z

Oniichan's right. I guess I don't have any plans for tomorrow. Ne, Takeshi-kun, are you busy?

We talked. He said he didn't want me to come around-- not in a bad way, but in the it's not doing you any good to be here day after day. He said he was fine, and it's not like anything's going to get worse. And he said he misses seeing my real smile, and I felt so awful at that moment, but he said he understood. Oniichan's always understanding, and he always seems to know what's best. We didn't really set up a schedule, but kinda, he wants me to spend less time, but he didn't say that. Instead, he told me he wanted me to stay for team practices and let him know what's going on. I can do that. I know I can.

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-04-23T13:08:00

2004-04-23T17:20:03Z

I'm so happy that today is almost over. It has not been a good day.

I forgot everything at home this morning because I was running late because I woke up late. Kaasan was not happy, she said she came in three times to knock me up, but I didn't even hear her. I was probably dreaming, but I don't remember anything that happened. Then she told me that I should get more sleep and not be out all the time, and told me to hurry up. I made it to school in time so that was all right.

But this morning, I forgot to bring my history paper to class, so I asked sensei if I could run back to my locker and get it, but it wouldn't open, and I didn't want her to think I was ditching class, so I didn't try to fight with it. I went back without it, and explained and she said it was fine if I got it to her before the end fo the day.

The janitor went to look at it, but he just got it open now, and my paper's not there. Which means it must be home, and I realized I left everything at home, my change purse and my cell phone, because I was too busy.

I guess I've just been distracted and preoccupied, but... I don't know. Everything just seems to be really complicated lately, and I don't like it. Soemtimes it seems that no matter what I do it's just not enough and I'm tired of that feeling. I feel guilty when I'm relaxing or having fun, and I don't know why.

I want to talk to oniichan about it, because he's good at listening to me, but I don't want to put that on him. He's been pretty upbeat, and Kamio-kun and Shinji-kun have helped. I'm stopping by again today. I don't know what to do about the paper.

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-04-08T22:44:00

2004-04-09T02:46:05Z

I have...

I have research I need to look up for History class but I just can't focus. I'm still so frustrated and I can't believe people. I knew everyone isn't nice and I know the world is not perfect but I didn't think it could be this cruel. I mean, it can't be karma. It just can't.

I don't understand it anymore. I don't know what to do and nothing seems to help and I'm just so upset because no one understands and I don't think it's something I should have to explain. I mean, shouldn't everyone know what they should do and what shouldn't be done? I don't mean rules I just mean respect in general and politeness... god... why can't anyone be polite. Even if they can't do that, I mean, not everyone can ^^;;, then they shouldn't be able to take it out on other people.

I hope Kamio-kun is all right.

... I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Maybe Kaasan won't make me. I'm never going to get this assignment done, ~~and I feel like crying~~ and I just can't focus because I think of him and I hate him. I do. I don't think I've ever hated anyone before but... argh!

Nothing makes sense any more, and I hate it.

(OOC: Strikeouts = deleted)

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-04-01T20:13:00

2004-04-02T01:15:09Z

@_@

All these tests are confusing. I was trying to pay attention but they all seem the same. They're talking about doing a CT scan and an MRI and I don't even know what it stands for. They're not talking about surgery. They're still not sure. Oniichan's doing... well, he's doing a lot better than I am...

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-03-28T23:03:00

2004-03-29T04:05:45Z

What is wrong with people? I really don't understand. Competition is one thing but... why do people have to be so insensitive and mean? ;_; I Just. Don't. Understand. It.

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-03-27T22:04:00

2004-03-28T03:05:48Z

Oniichan's in the hospital... why does it seem like everyone's been in the hospital lately?

I just... I don't know if I want to talk, I don't even know what I'm feeling. He's going to be fine, I know that. He's going to be fine... but... he needed to be carried off the court and... that was just I don't think I ever thought something like that would happened and it's not fair and I'm home for the night but it doesn't feel right. It's just... I don't know.

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-03-26T09:19:00

2004-03-26T14:18:33Z

Momoshiro-kun! How could you get grounded????

:(

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-03-21T22:50:00

2004-03-22T03:51:26Z

Talked to oniichan tonight.

He didn't want the CD. I'll bring it into school tomorrow but... I don't want to hurt Kamio-kun again. I just feel bad, and I know it's not my fault. This all feels really complicated. I wonder if Kamio-kun felt like this when Shinji-kun told him he liked him.

Maybe Oniichan can return it... I'll ask him...

Kaasan threw out the roses today. They were pretty much wilted, but she should have asked. I could have tried drying them.

It feels so weird. I feel like I'm detached from everything lately just caught up in my own life. I haven't even made it out to the street courts that much. I should miss it more, ne?

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-03-14T19:31:00

2004-03-15T00:32:43Z

Today was White Day. It was fun to spend time with Momoshiro-kun. ^_^

[I want to say more about what we did, but... Okay. Yesterday I ran into Kamio-kun and Saeki-kun at the street courts. It was... well, Kamio-kun was his usual not-self so he was blushing and stammering more than usual. Once he got on the courts he was fine, but...

He didn't mention anything about Momoshiro-kun calling the other day. I didn't want to bring it up, because I know he doesn't like him. I didn't really even want to bring up Seigaku because I know that Seigaku reminds him about Momoshiro-kun. He can't not know that we're dating.

I know I should bring it up to him but I don't want to because I don't want to hurt him. So I want to talk about what Momoshiro-kun and I did but... I don't think it would be nice. *sigh* I wish they got along...]

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-03-07T03:31:00

2004-03-07T08:33:09Z

Today was busy, but I got a lot accomplished. First, I saw Oishi-kun at the pet store. I keep forgetting the next matches should be coming up. I think Seigaku and Rokkaku might have an advantage since they seem to have done a few practices matches. Although I'm sure Inui-kun would have researched them anyway.

I stopped by Kamio-kun's house and we got his CDs all in order. I know I shouldn't be surprised that he keeps that in such good order, it's just that... It didn't take long with both of us working. We were nearly finished by the time Momoshiro-kun (♥) called.

Then Kaasan called to check up, and to tell me she got the cell phone bill. She's been in such a bad mood lately. It'll be good to get out of the house tomorrow. I can finish my chores in the morning and leave after lunch for the movie. It'll be fun. ^___^

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-02-26T21:27:00

2004-02-27T02:29:20Z

The weekend is almost here. Weekend. Just saying that weekend is just so much fun. There's no school, so I don't have to worry about the fact I haven't studied as much for exams as I should be. It seems silly, but I have more fun focusing on tennis, which Kaasan can understand. It's not as if my grades are skipping, and they can't say I can't practice when oniichan is coach.

[ I hate double standards. Kaasan and mehad another "discussion" with me asking how studying was going. She was concerned about my focus, and she wasn't talking about tennis. I hate lying to her, and I think she knows I'm lying so we got into an argument.

I do feel bad not telling her that I'm still dating Momoshiro-kun, but I know she wouldn't understand. It's not like I don't have enough friends who are guys that she can be suspicious about them all. Although she was asking an awful lot of questions about Shinji-kun the other day and I had to reiterate that I was "just friends." Shinji-kun! Who is going through a phase and has a boyfriend!

I don't think she trusts me, which I can't blame her.

I .. this sucks, but I don't know what to do anymore. ._. ]

At least for the weekend I don't have to worry about exams, and I get free time. I can study Sunday night but this weekend, Momoshiro-kun and I have plans to meet up. I found this cute little place called the "Sweet Dreams Confectionary" so we're going to try that. *blink* ... we always end up at food places. *blink, blink*

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-02-04T20:07:00

2004-02-05T01:12:24Z

I don't care what they say, I am NOT too young!!!!

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-01-24T20:08:00

2004-01-25T01:09:22Z

Momoshiro-kun. I know I just, just, just left a message on your cell phone, but I don't want you to think I'm standing you up. Something came up so it doesn't look like we'll be able to get together tomorrow either. Maybe next week?

Call me when you get a chance, it's too long to type out here. Especially since your voice mail cut me off. I don't think your phone likes me. >_

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-01-15T20:41:00

2004-01-16T01:42:44Z

It's almost been a week... I should tell oniichan... tomorrow would be good. I think he should know, Sakuno-chan already knows, and probably everyone in Seigaku. Fridays are always good days... the start of the weekend, but Saturday might be better... I should tell him though.

... why does this entry feel like Shinji-kun. o_o

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-01-08T19:32:00

2004-01-09T00:33:24Z

No tennis today.

I feel like I should be playing today though, not that I said I was going to. I think I need a schedule or feel like it, but then I'd feel like oniichan and that would be odd. I just know Shinji-kun is going to ask if I'm serious or something. I always get the sense that I just take up his time, which I guess is true, but there's no harm if he's not doing anything with it to begin with. I can always ask oniichan... I suppose... maybe... but he's always busy with club stuff, or homework, or just being responsible in general. I'm really proud of him but sometimes, I dunno, its like I don't get to really see him which doesn't make sense.

Got distracted downtown. Okay, I just got distracted in the pet store. I said hello to Newton... one of the salesclerks thought it was odd that I had named one of their pets. Apparently, he named it first, which makes sense because he's there almost every day. So Newton's name is actually Harold. Which is just the weirdest name ever.

I was almost late for dinner, and I know, it really shouldn't have taken me an hour to pick up fish food. ^^;;

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-01-05T21:21:00

2004-01-06T02:21:54Z

Just finished my homework. I didn't have much to do, just a one page essay thingy. I had half the chapter read so that didn't even take that long. I just got home later than I planned. I've been back at the street courts lately. Played Shinji-kun the other day just for practice. Practicing with him has its good and bad moments but at least he gives me criticism, not everyone will. I ended up playing with Izumi-kun today. Fukawa-kun had to babysit so he wans't there today. Come to think of it, he's never there on Mondays, I don't think I noticed it before. We played doubles a bit, it was a nice change of pace.

I wish it finished earlier though because I needed to go to the pet store. Monochrome is almost out of food. I can't believe I still have Kamio-kun's Christmas gift in my room, it's bad but I'm sort of getting attached to... um... it.

kawaii_annchan @ 2004-01-02T21:48:00

2004-01-03T02:49:27Z

I can't believe it's a new year already, I haven't even finished putting away things from Christmas. Every year, it's like spring cleaning, we have to get rid of all the old things to make way for the new gifts and such. I got a new bedspread, it's this purple and pink pattern that looks really nice. I wonder if I can manage to paint my walls. I got another tennis racket too, so when it's not cold I'll probably go visit the street courts once I pick up my room. I'm doing it... really.

I got a lot of barrettes and a lot of clothes, and I just hate throwing things out. It takes me forever to go through things because there's memories attached. I know it sounds stupid but, I can remember losing a sweater and spending the entire afternoon going through every classroom with Ishida until we found it right before the Janitor was going to throw it away. I know I don't wear it that often but...

Oh, and the New Years. I have resolutions. But they're a secret.

Things to do for the New Year!
* Grow my hair out, past my shoulders. It really shouldn't be so hard, but it just gets in the way, and I don't like having to wear my hair up.
* Gain five pounds
* Organize a slumber party
* Get Kamio-kun to be social at a party instead of having to work the entire way through.
* See if I can get Momoshiro-kun's cell phone clip because it's adorable.
* Bring oniichan along to more parties. He's really not serious all the time.
* Be civil to Atobe-chan
* Get Shinji-kun to smile
* Start studying for high school exams before the end of the year
* Find a part time job-- if possible-- pet stores too much fun
* Find out exactly what Inui-kun plans to do with all his data
* Remind oniichan to add grip tape to the supplies so someone doesn't complain even though he should have enough for a while
* See a movie opening day
* Remember to get and program in Kiyo-kun's phone number.
* Find Sakuno-chan a boyfriend!

kawaii_annchan @ 2003-12-24T10:07:00

2003-12-24T15:14:50Z

I love the holidays, in fact this week, well, it's been near perfect. I mean, even though I've been really busy, it's been worth it. The Christmas party was more fun than I ever thought it could be, and the little Christmas ball I made is hanging on the tree along with the rest of the reindeer. The kitty from Kiyo-kun is on my dresser and the rose is in my room, in a tiny glass vase, thank you again.

I spent all yesterday wrapping gifts-- I had wrapped them all then I realized I forgot to take the price tags off-- so I had to unwrap them, but the tape was ucky and didn't peel right, so I finally gave up and just ended up ripping the wrapping paper off. Although, then I found out we didn't have any more so I ran out to get some and all the stores were so crowded but it was so nice.

I mean, things were busy and all the lines were packed, but there was this nice sense of peacefulness to everyone. Music was playing and everyone was smiling and it was just really sort of relaxing and peaceful, and despite the crowds I didn't feel rushed anymore so I walked along looking at the decorations and it was nice.

But people are coming over soon, so I have to go change, I hope everyone has a wonderful time with their friends and family and I wish you all a wonderful holiday, and I'm sure I'll see you before the new year.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

[CRACK-verse] Merry Christmas to me.

2003-12-24T14:53:36Z

Just an open memo...

To: The impotent little lamb a.k.a. Don Jirou-sama a.k.a. Sleep Mastah J a.k.a. Jirou-kun
From: Someone you shouldn't have underestimated

Re: Teh Sex

Jirou:

Although, not your original intention, nonetheless, I thank you for your courier whose package arrived just in time for the holidays. Alas, there is no return message, because Hiyoshi-kun has found himself a bit distracted and tied up at the moment. Sadly, his other duties won't be accomplished any time soon, perhaps by the New Year

kawaii_annchan @ 2003-12-21T18:50:00

2003-12-21T23:50:58Z

^_^

[ Oh my god! Momoshiro-kun and I kissed, like a real kiss, we were heading for the bus stop and Squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! ]

[CRACK-verse] Okay, I've bit my tongue for a while...

2003-12-21T15:26:29Z

*achem* You think with the rampant gay I could get some pr0n out of this... but noooooooo! No action for me, and no spiffy boy on boy action either, which is a shame because, damn, a lot of you Are. Hot. Well some of you. I mean, I scour your journal entries obsessively, looking for bits and pieces and hints of Teh Smhex, but do you grant me sex... nooooo. Bastards. No, I'm not omniscient, just a gossip and I happen to be good at what I do. ph33r m3. Besides, it's so obvious as to who is shacking up with who.

You think I'd be able to see some action with a bunch of fanboys oogling and being sycophantic with my brother but noooooo. Besides, I don't want to see that anyway because yeah, just a bit nasty, family, y'know. Sides, it gets old after a while. Not to mention everyone in my school has bad hair. I mean, wtf? Shinji, Kamio, do you dillweeds shampoo with oil or something? Two words: Baseball caps. Really. I don't hang around you because I like you, it's a lack of viable options. Let's face it, it's easier to fangirl in your own school.

But, c'mon. Mitsu-chan should so be boinking with someone so they can tear his pastel clothes off!! Oooh! Or he can fly solo! He's an all rounder, I'm sure he can take matters of practice into his own hands. If not, perhaps, Fuji could help him out, if he can get away from sucking face with Inui. Yes, I would mention Inui, but honestly, dude, I don't want to see you naked. You're not that pretty to begin with and I shudder to think what you have under your clothes, go find your pants would you? I don't want to be scarred for life. Ryoma, you're cute and snarky, but I don't know what Sakuno sees in you, since you're gay, that is. As for Momoshiro-kun... you're name is entirely way too fricking long, I mean, change it or something because it's killing me to type. If you don't think of something, I'll change it to "Fruit Boy". I will. Taka-- you have this odd obsession with Long. Hard Things, I don't think you'll go pro, I think you'll become a fluffer (not a folder) -- oh god, shoot me now, I made a pun. Eiji... you are far to bendy and happy for your own damn good, go save your seme's hair and rape him on your teddy, okay? Then if he protests, have spiffy make up sex. Be an agressive uke! You can do it! Pr0n makes the world come 'round! Really, this whole team, I only have one word for you: ORGY!

And since we're switching schools, can I take this opportunity to say Atobe is Teh Sex God? Honestly, if you're ego is as big as some of your other parts, you are going to make some uke very, very, very, happy one day. Not that you'll ever top, but it'd be a nice thought, ne? Just remember the video camera. Ohtori, you cry more than I do. You like need to get your estrogen dose lowered, okay? Okay! Or maybe you can grow your hair out and maybe Shishido wouldn't flake about kissing you in public. More moments of PDA with hot bishies make Ann-chan a happy yaoi fangirl. So enough with the UST here's a new term for the two of you: fuck bunnies.

Taki, you're a freak, you're near as flaming as Mizuki, and really, that's saying a lot. Kabaji, please, like take a vow of celibacy because that's one mental image I never want to have. Did I miss anyone else? Oh, Jiroh-kun, they have pills for narcolepsy, and for everything else, like impotence, you might want to look into them. That's why you keep changing boyfriends, right? Hiyoshi... you're The Sex, marry me?

Jin, yeah, you've got muscles but you're also insane, I'm convinced one day someone will call the cops on you for child molestation of the Jail Bait that is Teh Taichi. The sad thing is your mom is probably getting more action than you are now, and you have the pictures to prove it. The sad thing is you were probably using her credit card to surf that site, I mean talk about your kickbacks. *sigh* She's getting more action than everyone, and she's getting paid for it, I envy her I really do. Well, no, Sengoku's been playing tonsil hockey with everyone he comes across. If there was anyone ever nominated as "Most Likely to get an STD" it'd be him. He gets around more than the tires of a New York Taxi. Oh, and I don't believe you're a natural red head, prove it next time you come around, ne?

St. Rudolph... yeah, I don't want to touch you guys with a ten foot pole, which is probably shorter than all of your lengths combined. There's not enough eye candy there. God Kisa what do you see in the duckie, da ne? *shudders* Yuuta, you were dropped on your head as a child right, that explains the weird fugly thing on your forehead? Or did Aniki bitch slap you at some point in time. Really, the hot to scary quota in this school is just... yeah... *shudders*

Are we set? Okay? I gotta go pay Shiba off and get her to develop some more pictures. Everyone's gotta have a hobby. For the love of god, do something, or else, or else, I'll have to take drastic measures. Ha! The Mistletoe girl has nothing on me. Take that, bitch.

Oh, and it's kinda screwed up for the guy to taste like a peach, right? I mean, doesn't that just skew sexual innuendo into weird and confusing territories?

kawaii_annchan @ 2003-12-15T19:02:00

2003-12-16T00:03:30Z

Silly things online...

You will live in Shack.
You will drive a Silver Motorcycle.
You will marry Kamio-kun and have 0 kids.
You will be a Writer in Pet Store.
Click here to Tell A Friend
about PlayMash.com

I think it's for the best that I got Kamio-kun, he'd probably get upset if someone else wound up on the list, although it was really close between him and Kiyo-kun...

kawaii_annchan @ 2003-12-10T15:05:00

2003-12-10T20:06:52Z

Oh no. Oh no, this is bad. I lost my cell phone, which wouldn't be that big of a deal but it is. Oniichan wasn't angry about the other night, but he was really disappointed, because I didn't call to let everyone know where I was going to be. It just slipped my mind, especially with the green frog van. He wasn't that happy to know I was out with people he barely knows, but I know them. I mean it wasn't like he didn't know them at all. He knows Kiyo-kun from camp and Sakuno-chan's a girl so that's different. He knows Oishi-kun and Taka-kun and even if he doesn't talk to them as often as I might, but still Taka-kun is Shinji-kun's boyfriend so that counts for something. Besides, they're Seigaku.

He... does have a bit of a point though because I didn't know Taki-kun or Hiyoshi before the other night and now come to think of it, I don't think I even spoke with Hiyoshi, which is okay because he was Captain Hook and I was only Wendy. People from Hyotei are just so diverse, but they weren't strangers because Ohtori-kun knew them and Kiyo-kun knows Ohtori-kun and Kamio-kun knows Ohtori-kun. I do feel bad about not calling. To top it off, oniichan gave me this talk about responsibility and that I have a cell phone for a reason, and now I've lost that.

I don't want to tell him but I have to because just imagine if he calls it and someone else answers and then he'll ask why I didn't tell him and that would be bad. I didn't even realize that I lost it and I'm not that unobservant, I'm not like that normally. I tried calling it but it's not around house and I checked the lost and found at school. It's so frustrating because it has to be somewhere.

Oh, and notes to people that I didn't get to respond to earlier. Sorry, sorry for the wait.

Kamio-kun: I think it would fine and I'll bring Monochrome over if you want, why not ask Kiyo-kun if it'll be fine with Chocolate, just to make sure?

Sakuno-chan: That's fine, there's no sense in us both getting in trouble. ^^;;

Shinji-kun (even though you probably won't get a chance to read this): No problem at all.

Cell phone-kun: Where are you???

kawaii_annchan @ 2003-12-03T19:24:00

2003-12-04T00:24:52Z

I think I forgot this journal existed. I've been so busy, I haven't even gotten a chance to watch tennis practice that much. I've even just started bringing my homework to the hospital and doing it there. I can't Kamio-kun is still there. I can't believe it, but the good news is that he's doing much better. Hopefully, he'll be getting discharged soon. I think he's more bored than anything.

I hope he doesn't mind that I've been stoopping by his head in the meantime. I've started feeding Monochrome. His father probably thinks I'm strange because I keep showing up. But the little fish just got better!