Current mood:

confused

Oniichan's right. I guess I don't have any plans for tomorrow. Ne, Takeshi-kun, are you busy?



We talked. He said he didn't want me to come around-- not in a bad way, but in the it's not doing you any good to be here day after day. He said he was fine, and it's not like anything's going to get worse. And he said he misses seeing my real smile, and I felt so awful at that moment, but he said he understood. Oniichan's always understanding, and he always seems to know what's best. We didn't really set up a schedule, but kinda, he wants me to spend less time, but he didn't say that. Instead, he told me he wanted me to stay for team practices and let him know what's going on. I can do that. I know I can.