Current mood:

frustrated

I have...

I have research I need to look up for History class but I just can't focus. I'm still so frustrated and I can't believe people. I knew everyone isn't nice and I know the world is not perfect but I didn't think it could be this cruel. I mean, it can't be karma. It just can't.

I don't understand it anymore. I don't know what to do and nothing seems to help and I'm just so upset because no one understands and I don't think it's something I should have to explain. I mean, shouldn't everyone know what they should do and what shouldn't be done? I don't mean rules I just mean respect in general and politeness... god... why can't anyone be polite. Even if they can't do that, I mean, not everyone can ^^;;, then they shouldn't be able to take it out on other people.

I hope Kamio-kun is all right.

... I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Maybe Kaasan won't make me. I'm never going to get this assignment done, and I feel like crying and I just can't focus because I think of him and I hate him. I do. I don't think I've ever hated anyone before but... argh!

Nothing makes sense any more, and I hate it.

(OOC: Strikeouts = deleted)