Tachibana Ann

09:07 pm: Shinji-kun!

♥

Your friends care about you, so be okay. Okay?

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08:35 pm: Oniichan's right. I guess I don't have any plans for tomorrow. Ne, Takeshi-kun, are you busy?

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01:08 pm: I'm so happy that today is almost over. It has not been a good day.

I forgot everything at home this morning because I was running late because I woke up late. Kaasan was not happy, she said she came in three times to knock me up, but I didn't even hear her. I was probably dreaming, but I don't remember anything that happened. Then she told me that I should get more sleep and not be out all the time, and told me to hurry up. I made it to school in time so that was all right.

But this morning, I forgot to bring my history paper to class, so I asked sensei if I could run back to my locker and get it, but it wouldn't open, and I didn't want her to think I was ditching class, so I didn't try to fight with it. I went back without it, and explained and she said it was fine if I got it to her before the end fo the day.

The janitor went to look at it, but he just got it open now, and my paper's not there. Which means it must be home, and I realized I left everything at home, my change purse and my cell phone, because I was too busy.

I guess I've just been distracted and preoccupied, but... I don't know. Everything just seems to be really complicated lately, and I don't like it. Soemtimes it seems that no matter what I do it's just not enough and I'm tired of that feeling. I feel guilty when I'm relaxing or having fun, and I don't know why.

I want to talk to oniichan about it, because he's good at listening to me, but I don't want to put that on him. He's been pretty upbeat, and Kamio-kun and Shinji-kun have helped. I'm stopping by again today. I don't know what to do about the paper.

10:44 pm: I have...

I have research I need to look up for History class but I just can't focus. I'm still so frustrated and I can't believe people. I knew everyone isn't nice and I know the world is not perfect but I didn't think it could be this cruel. I mean, it can't be karma. It just can't.

I don't understand it anymore. I don't know what to do and nothing seems to help and I'm just so upset because no one understands and I don't think it's something I should have to explain. I mean, shouldn't everyone know what they should do and what shouldn't be done? I don't mean rules I just mean respect in general and politeness... god... why can't anyone be polite. Even if they can't do that, I mean, not everyone can ^^;;, then they shouldn't be able to take it out on other people.

I hope Kamio-kun is all right.

... I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Maybe Kaasan won't make me. I'm never going to get this assignment done, and I feel like crying and I just can't focus because I think of him and I hate him. I do. I don't think I've ever hated anyone before but... argh!

Nothing makes sense any more, and I hate it.

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08:13 pm: @_@

All these tests are confusing. I was trying to pay attention but they all seem the same. They're talking about doing a CT scan and an MRI and I don't even know what it stands for. They're not talking about surgery. They're still not sure. Oniichan's doing... well, he's doing a lot better than I am...

11:03 pm: What is wrong with people? I really don't understand. Competition is one thing but... why do people have to be so insensitive and mean? ;_; I Just. Don't. Understand. It.

10:04 pm: Oniichan's in the hospital... why does it seem like everyone's been in the hospital lately?

I just... I don't know if I want to talk, I don't even know what I'm feeling. He's going to be fine, I know that. He's going to be fine... but... he needed to be carried off the court and... that was just I don't think I ever thought something like that would happened and it's not fair and I'm home for the night but it doesn't feel right. It's just... I don't know.

09:19 am: Momoshiro-kun! How could you get grounded????

:(

10:50 pm: Talked to oniichan tonight.

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Kaasan threw out the roses today. They were pretty much wilted, but she should have asked. I could have tried drying them.

It feels so weird. I feel like I'm detached from everything lately just caught up in my own life. I haven't even made it out to the street courts that much. I should miss it more, ne?

07:31 pm: Today was White Day. It was fun to spend time with Momoshiro-kun. ^_^

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03:31 am: Today was busy, but I got a lot accomplished. First, I saw Oishi-kun at the pet store. I keep forgetting the next matches should be coming up. I think Seigaku and Rokkaku might have an advantage since they seem to have done a few practices matches. Although I'm sure Inui-kun would have researched them anyway.

I stopped by Kamio-kun's house and we got his CDs all in order. I know I shouldn't be surprised that he keeps that in such good order, it's just that... It didn't take long with both of us working. We were nearly finished by the time Momoshiro-kun (♥) called.

Then Kaasan called to check up, and to tell me she got the cell phone bill. She's been in such a bad mood lately. It'll be good to get out of the house tomorrow. I can finish my chores in the morning and leave after lunch for the movie. It'll be fun. ^___^

09:27 pm: The weekend is almost here. Weekend. Just saying that weekend is just so much fun. There's no school, so I don't have to worry about the fact I haven't studied as much for exams as I should be. It seems silly, but I have more fun focusing on tennis, which Kaasan can understand. It's not as if my grades are skipping, and they can't say I can't practice when oniichan is coach.

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At least for the weekend I don't have to worry about exams, and I get free time. I can study Sunday night but this weekend, Momoshiro-kun and I have plans to meet up. I found this cute little place called the "Sweet Dreams Confectionary" so we're going to try that. *blink* ... we always end up at food places. *blink, blink*

08:07 pm: I don't care what they say, I am NOT too young!!!!

08:08 pm: Momoshiro-kun. I know I just, just, just left a message on your cell phone, but I don't want you to think I'm standing you up. Something came up so it doesn't look like we'll be able to get together tomorrow either. Maybe next week?

Call me when you get a chance, it's too long to type out here. Especially since your voice mail cut me off. I don't think your phone likes me. >_

08:41 pm: It's almost been a week... I should tell oniichan... tomorrow would be good. I think he should know, Sakuno-chan already knows, and probably everyone in Seigaku. Fridays are always good days... the start of the weekend, but Saturday might be better... I should tell him though.

... why does this entry feel like Shinji-kun. o_o

07:32 pm: No tennis today.

I feel like I should be playing today though, not that I said I was going to. I think I need a schedule or feel like it, but then I'd feel like oniichan and that would be odd. I just know Shinji-kun is going to ask if I'm serious or something. I always get the sense that I just take up his time, which I guess is true, but there's no harm if he's not doing anything with it to begin with. I can always ask oniichan... I suppose... maybe... but he's always busy with club stuff, or homework, or just being responsible in general. I'm really proud of him but sometimes, I dunno, its like I don't get to really see him which doesn't make sense.

Got distracted downtown. Okay, I just got distracted in the pet store. I said hello to Newton... one of the salesclerks thought it was odd that I had named one of their pets. Apparently, he named it first, which makes sense because he's there almost every day. So Newton's name is actually Harold. Which is just the weirdest name ever.

I was almost late for dinner, and I know, it really shouldn't have taken me an hour to pick up fish food. ^^;;

09:21 pm: Just finished my homework. I didn't have much to do, just a one page essay thingy. I had half the chapter read so that didn't even take that long. I just got home later than I planned. I've been back at the street courts lately. Played Shinji-kun the other day just for practice. Practicing with him has its good and bad moments but at least he gives me criticism, not everyone will. I ended up playing with Izumi-kun today. Fukawa-kun had to babysit so he wans't there today. Come to think of it, he's never there on Mondays, I don't think I noticed it before. We played doubles a bit, it was a nice change of pace.

I wish it finished earlier though because I needed to go to the pet store. Monochrome is almost out of food. I can't believe I still have Kamio-kun's Christmas gift in my room, it's bad but I'm sort of getting attached to... um... it.

09:48 pm: I can't believe it's a new year already, I haven't even finished putting away things from Christmas. Every year, it's like spring cleaning, we have to get rid of all the old things to make way for the new gifts and such. I got a new bedspread, it's this purple and pink pattern that looks really nice. I wonder if I can manage to paint my walls. I got another tennis racket too, so when it's not cold I'll probably go visit the street courts once I pick up my room. I'm doing it... really.

I got a lot of barrettes and a lot of clothes, and I just hate throwing things out. It takes me forever to go through things because there's memories attached. I know it sounds stupid but, I can remember losing a sweater and spending the entire afternoon going through every classroom with Ishida until we found it right before the Janitor was going to throw it away. I know I don't wear it that often but...

Oh, and the New Years. I have resolutions. But they're a secret.

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10:07 am: I love the holidays, in fact this week, well, it's been near perfect. I mean, even though I've been really busy, it's been worth it. The Christmas party was more fun than I ever thought it could be, and the little Christmas ball I made is hanging on the tree along with the rest of the reindeer. The kitty from Kiyo-kun is on my dresser and the rose is in my room, in a tiny glass vase, thank you again.

I spent all yesterday wrapping gifts-- I had wrapped them all then I realized I forgot to take the price tags off-- so I had to unwrap them, but the tape was ucky and didn't peel right, so I finally gave up and just ended up ripping the wrapping paper off. Although, then I found out we didn't have any more so I ran out to get some and all the stores were so crowded but it was so nice.

I mean, things were busy and all the lines were packed, but there was this nice sense of peacefulness to everyone. Music was playing and everyone was smiling and it was just really sort of relaxing and peaceful, and despite the crowds I didn't feel rushed anymore so I walked along looking at the decorations and it was nice.

But people are coming over soon, so I have to go change, I hope everyone has a wonderful time with their friends and family and I wish you all a wonderful holiday, and I'm sure I'll see you before the new year.

Merry Christmas Everyone!

09:44 am: [CRACK-verse] Merry Christmas to me.
Just an open memo...

To: The impotent little lamb a.k.a. Don Jirou-sama a.k.a. Sleep Mastah J a.k.a. Jirou-kun
From: Someone you shouldn't have underestimated

Re: Teh Sex

Jirou:

Although, not your original intention, nonetheless, I thank you for your courier whose package arrived just in time for the holidays. Alas, there is no return message, because Hiyoshi-kun has found himself a bit distracted and tied up at the moment. Sadly, his other duties won't be accomplished any time soon, perhaps by the New Year